Otaku, fujoshi dan bibliophile

Heya, to the point aja yah? Anz rasa kerdil dibanding dengan para otaku lain yang punya koleksi manga, CD anime, wallpaper anime dan sebagainya yang menggunung. Tapi memang tak boleh cakap banyak la sebab Anz baru 2 tahun menyandang status Otaku Malaysia. Dan ma mere tak kasi Anz beli komik atau whatever yang berkaitan dengan dunia anime. Katanya baik duit tu pergi buat beli buku and foods. Yeah, selain seorang otaku, Anz juga seorang fujoshi dan juga seorang bibliophile. oh yeah, I'm 16 goin on 17.

   Hampir setahun Anz masuk grup Kami Semua Otaku Malaysia di FB dan grup Anime Daisuki Malaysia di Whatsapp. Dan Anz sampai kini hanya menjadi silent reader dan hanya sesekali mencelah di dalam kedua-dua grup. Paling sedih bila otaku games berchat hangat di grup whatsapp. Satu habuk pun Anz tak faham apa yang diorang chat T^T huhu. Anz benci subjek english sebab Anz tak pandai dalam subjek tu. Menjadi seorang otaku membuatkan Anz mencintai subjek english dan tak lagi berasa terseksa di dalam kelas english.

   Ma mere telah mendidik Anz untuk mencintai buku sejak Anz berumur 8 tahun. Setiap hujung minggu pasti ma mere bawa Anz tiga beradik pergi kedai buku Popular dan City Star. Anz selalu ambil beberapa buku cerita nipis yang berharga RM2 setiap satu. Seiring dengan perjalanan usia, Anz terpengaruh dengan bahan bacaan yang lebih berat. Dan menjadikan Anz obses dengan buku.

  

   Dan berkenaan fujoshi pulak, Anz tahu. Cukup sedar yang yaoi tu adalah dosa. Menyukai yaoi adalah seperti menyokong hubungan LGBT. Tapi itu tak bermakna Anz sokong LGBT kan? Haaa Anz takkan cari alasan untuk menyokong kesukaan Anz terhadap yaoi dan menjadi seorang fujoshi. Anz tak nak jadi orang yang mencari alasan untuk menyokong benda yang dah sah salah. Cth: peristiwa pegang anjing. Mengikut mazhab lain mungkin dibenarkan pegang anjing, tapi majoriti penduduk Malaysia adalah pengikut mazhab Syafiee yang dah sah cakap tak boleh pegang anjing dan mesti di samak jika tersentuh. Dan bagi Anz pula, kau yang buat pilihan sama ada nak pegang anjing atau tak. Kalau kau nak pegang juga, jangan lupa samak. Thats not a big issue right?  

Hell yeah, Anz akui Anz memang open minded dalam kebanyakan hal. Anz agak takut kalau-kalau Anz menjadi seorang free thinker. Anz tahu Anz perlu mendekatkan diri pada agama agar Anz tak tersesat dalam kehidupan. Tapi setiap kali Anz buat sesuatu untuk merubah diri Anz menjadi lebih baik pasti Anz akan menjadi lebih teruk berbanding sebelumnya. Terkadang itu membuat Anz takut untuk ... haaa sudah lah.

To: Yuzi my lovely friend. thanks :)

Hey, ada anime yang best patut korang cuba. MangaAnime bergenre romance,gore Kiseijuu: Sei No Kakuritsu (Parasyte: The Maxim . Boleh layan anime ni kat saluran Animax 715 setiap Khamis 11pm.

ps: Anz dah buat akaun fanfic and dah buah fic bertajuk Mendung Tak Bererti Hujan. haaa k bye.

How to Improve Your English

In the Name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful and Peace be upon you.

 I found an article in my exam paper 'bout teenager depression. Do you know? I think the sentences in the article on this site is much more simple than the article in my exam paper :< but my friend, HaHa and JiJi disagreed with me. Well, I'm not good in English, can't even speak the language fluently and can't get well in English lessons. However, I will try to improve it with my own way. So, the only way to improve my English is just that I need to read more English books or novels.

  

   What my teacher teaches me to improve my English is you need to do this three tips. Firstly, read something in English such as newspapers, books, novels, articles and also your favourite magazines. As for myself, I love to read fan-fiction and manga. It's hard to find manga in Malay language and I had to push myself to read manga especially naruto manga. And I always read fan-fiction in Indonesian and English. Even though there are typing errors and the author wrote in short forms, i can learn something from it. At first it's really hard for me but as time passes, it will only just confuse me sometimes.

   Next, think in english. I think it not that hard to uols. Just think anything in english. Like "I (wonder/think/must)" or others. Finally, talk in english. Yeah, its kind of hard to me. Even now I cant speak english fluently. Hmm so sad :( You know? I always think in english before I want to speak english.but everytimes I want to spoke, all the words that I create in my mind is GONE. urgh,bl**dy h*ll! I'm very frustrated ok!

   I want to add some tips too ;) please take a note ok? haha just a  joke..ok I'm serious. First, watch English movie with English subtitles and maximized the volume! This way you can learn much more easily. Second, read the lyrics of your favourite songs and find the meanings. Don't just sing without you knowing its meanings. This two tips can improve your listening skills. Then, make your own journal that anyone can read it. You can tell your secret that you think its okay for anyone to know 'bout it. Lastly, make one book for vocabulary/glossary. Write down the words that you don't understand. Make sure you remember it well so you don't need to look after it when you found the same word again. You just make your vocab book like a dictionary. The difference between them are just the thickness and the contents of the books and it can be carrried everywhere.